11/15/07

Down, out and under!

Today is one of those days when you feel completely down and out! There is an uneasy feeling inside and because such times see a thousand thoughts swirling in your mind...i don't know which one of them is causing this dirty uneasy feeling. Its as if I'm not comfortable inside me. And thats a lot of say for me, if you know me and know what i mean!

The only person i don't want to be with today is myself. Want to run, run fast enough to leave myself behind, want to fly away where i cant see me, want to loose myself somewhere and then sit down and say 'good riddance'.....! And i try to read logic in these feelings, i ask, 'why', 'for what'.! And the dumb thing that is me has no answer!!!

Do you guys go through such a phase? When the thing inside your head is kinda bumping into the walls cause its too vauge for it to see where its headed...?